THE CURE (2004)

lost

labyrinth

before three

the end of the world

anniversary

us or them

alt.end

(i don't know what's going) on

taking off

never

the promise

going nowhere

Lost

 

I can't find myself

I can't find myself

I can't find myself

I can't find myself

In the head of this stranger in love

Holding on given up

To another under faded setting sun

And I wonder where I am...

Could she run away with him?

So happy and so young...

And I stare

 

As I sing in the lost voice of a stranger in love

Out of time letting go

In another world that spins around for fun

And I wonder where I am...

Could he ever ask her why?

So happy and so young...

And I stare... But...

 

I can't find myself

I can't find myself

I can't find myself

I can't find myself

 

In the heart of this stranger in love

Given up holding on

To this other under faded setting sun

And I'm not sure where I am...

Would he really turn away?

So happy and so young...

And I stare

 

As I play out the passion of a stranger in love

Letting go of the time

In this other world that spins around for one

And I'm not sure where I am...

Would she know it was a lie?

So happy and so young...

And I stare... But...

 

I can't find myself

I can't find myself

I can't find myself

I can't find myself

 

In the soul of this stranger in love

No control over one

To the other under faded setting sun

And I don't know where I am...

Should he beg her to forgive?

So happy and so young...

And I stare

 

As I live out the story of a stranger in love

Waking up going on

In the other world that spins around undone

And I don't know where I am...

Should she really say goodbye?

So happy and so young...

And I stare... But...

 

I can't find myself

I can't find myself

I can't find myself

I can't find myself

I got lost in someone else...

Labyrinth

 

Say it's the same sun spinning in the same sky

Say it's the same stars streaming in the same night

Tell me it's the same world whirling through the same space

Tell me it's the same time tripping through the same day

 

So say it's the same house and nothing in the house has changed

Yeah say it's the same room and nothing in the room is strange

Oh tell me it's the same boy burning in the same bed

Tell me it's the same blood breaking in the same head

Say it's the same taste taking down the same kiss

 

Say it's the same you

Say it's the same you and it's always been like this

Say it's the same you

Say it's the same you and it always and forever is

Say it's the same you

Say it's the same you and it's always been like this

Say it's the same you

Say it's the same you and it always and forever is

Say it's the same you

Say it's the same you

Yeah tell me it's all the same

This is how it's always been

But if nothing has changed...

Then it must mean...

 

But the sun is cold - the sky is wrong

The stars are black  - the night is gone

The world is still - the space is stopped

The time is out - the day is dropped

The house is dark - the room is scarred

The boy is stiff - the bed is hard

The blood is thick - the head is burst

The taste is dry - the kiss is thirst

 

And it's not the same you

It's not the same you

No it never was like this

It's not the same you

It's not the same you and it never really is

It's not the same you

It's not the same you

No it never was like this

It's not the same you

It's not the same you and it never really is

It's not the same you

It's not the same you

Oh it's not the same

This isn't how it's always been

Everything has to have changed...

Or it's me..

Before three

 

The happiest day I ever knew

In a sea of gold down next to you

So blurred and tired under summer sun

You whispered dreams of a world to come...

We were so in love

 

In this sea of gold so young and tired

Under summer sun hard by your side

Whispering dreams down next to you...

We were so in love

The happiest day

Yeah the happiest day I knew

 

But summer sun sea of gold

This perfect day oh so long ago

Whispering dreams so blurred and tired

We have to keep this day alive...

Whispered dreams so young and tired

It's hard to hold this day inside

 

And the happiest night I ever had

Up next to you in silver sand

So scared and high under winter moon

You whispered dreams that would all come true...

We were so in love

 

Up next to you so fucked and high

Under winter moon it made me cry

Whispering dreams on silver sand...

We were so in love

The happiest night

Yeah the happiest night I had

 

But winter moon and silver sand

This perfect night in another land

Whispering dreams so scared and high

We have to keep this night alive

Whispered dreams so fucked and high

It's hard to hold this night inside

 

Yeah and every summer's sun I want again

And every winter's moon I want the same

My happiest day and my happiest night

Always next to you...

And held deep inside...

Keeps me alive...

The end of the world

 

Go if you want to

I never try to stop you know there's a reason

For all of this you're feeling low

Its not my call

You couldnt ever love me more

You couldnt love me more

You couldnt love...

 

Me... I dont show much

It's not that hard to hide you see in a moment

I cant remember how to be all you wanted

I couldn't ever love you more

I couldn't love you more

I couldnt love...

 

You want me to cry and play my part

I want you to sigh and fall apart

We want this like everyone else

 

Stay if you want to

I always wait to hear you say there's a last kiss

For all the times you run this way

It's not my fault

You couldn't ever love me more

You couldn't love me more

You couldn't love me more

 

I couldn't ever love you more

I couldn't love you more

I couldn't love...

 

You want me to lie not break your heart

I want you to fly not stop and start

We want us like everything else

 

Ooo-eee-ooo... Ooo-eee-ooo...

Maybe we didnt understand

It's just the end of the world...

Ooo-eee-ooo... Ooo-eee-ooo...

Maybe we didnt understand

Not just a boy and a girl

It's just the end of the end of the world!

 

Me... I dont say much

It's far too hard to make you see in a moment

I still forget just how to be all you wanted

I couldnt ever love you more

I couldnt love you more

I couldnt love you more

I couldnt love you more

I couldnt love you more

Anniversary


A year ago today we stood

Above this same awakening world

I held you...

You never wanted me to know

Another year ago today

Before this same awakening world

I held you...

I never meant to let you go

 

There was a moment

There always is

When time stood still

And always was this...

One endless moment

You turn in pain

And I always let you go

Over and over again...

 

A year ago tonight we lay

Below this same remembering sky

I kissed you...

You never wanted me to know

Another year ago tonight

Behind this same remembering sky

I kissed you...

I never meant to let you go

 

Another moment

There always is

As time stands still

And always is this...

One endless moment

You tell me all

And I hold you and I kiss you

And I never let you go

I never let you go...

Us or them

 

There is no terror in my heart

Death is with us all

We suck him down with our first breath

And spit him out as we fall

There is no terror in my heart

No dread of the unknown

Desire for paradise to be...

We love this on our own

 

No I don't want you anywhere near me

I don't want you anywhere near me

Get your fucking world out of my head

I don't want you anywhere near me

I don't want you anywhere near me

Get your fucking world out of my head

I don't want your "us or them"

No I don't need your "us or them"

Oh I don't want your "us or them"

I don't need your "us or them

You're us or them..."

 

"I live in knowledge of real truth

And all my gods are great!"

The doleful cant of a bigot

Blinded by fear and hate

You live in knowledge of real truth?

Oh the biggest lie I heard

How sick in your mind and your soul

To be scared of my voice and my words

 

Oh you don't want me anywhere near you

You don't want me anywhere near you

Get my fucking head out of your world

You don't want me anywhere near you

You don't want me anywhere near you

Get my fucking head out of your world

I don't want your "us or them"

No I don't need your "us or them"

Oh I don't want your "us or them"

I don't need your "us or them"

As the only way this ever ends is "me"

alt.end

 

Yeah it's a big bright beautiful world

Just the other side of the door

Six billion beautiful faces

But I saw them all before...

No this is not about running out on you

Not a case of right or wrong

It's only that it's over and done for me

It's already been and gone

 

And I don't want another go around - I don't want to start again

No I don't want another go around - I want this to be the end

I want this to be the end - I don't want to start again

I want this to be the last thing we do

It for me and you...

For all my dreams came true

 

Yeah I know I should care if you come with me

Yeah and I should care if you go

Really should care about your love or your hate of me
Yeah I should care... but I don't

And it's not about giving up on you

It's not a case of do or die

It's simply that it's over and out for me

There's no more room inside

 

And I don't want another run around - I don't want to start again

No I don't want another run around - I want this to be the end

I want this to be the end - I don't want to start again

I want this to be the last thing we do

It for me and you...

For all my dreams came true

 

Yeah it's a big bright beautiful world out there

Just the other side of this door

Six billion beautiful faces await

But I saw it all before...

No this is not about running out on you - not a case of right or wrong

It's only that it's over and done for me - it's already been and gone

 

And I don't want another go around - I don't want to start again

No I don't want another go around - I want this to be the end

I want this to be the end - I don't want to start again

I want this to be the last thing we do - this to be it for me and you

This to be the last we go through

This to be the end

For all my dreams came true

(I don't know what's going) on

 

I don't know what's going on

I am so up close to you

I don't know what's going on

I don't know what's going on

I am so confused by you

I don't know what's going on

 

No don't say anymore

To me at all

To me at all

No don't say more

To me at all

To me at all

I am so in love with you...

with you... with you...

I am so in love with you...

With you... with you...

 

I don't know what's going on

I am so in deep with you

I don't know what's going on

I don't know what's going on

I am so disturbed by you

I don't know what's going on

 

No don't say anymore

To me at all

To me at all

No don't say more

To me at all

To me at all

I am so in love with...

You!

Taking off

 

Tomorrow I can start again

With back to earth and carry on

The same as I did yesterday

Yeah I'll pick it up once more

And morning I'll be onto it

From square one start

And push it for a bit

Like I do everyday...

I'll get it down for sure

 

But tonight I climb with you

Tonight

So high with you

Tonight I shine with you

Tonight

Oh I'm so alive with you

 

Tomorrow I'll begin again

With heavy head to hold it

As I do it all like yesterday

Yeah I'll break it out again

And morning I'll be there in time

For clock back move

And make it for awhile

To get through everyday...

I'll roll it out the same

 

But tonight I climb with you

Tonight

So high with you

Tonight
I shine with you

Tonight I'm so alive...

 

With you it's always here and never there

With you it's always here and never where

With you it's always here and never how

With you it's always here and always now

 

Yeah tomorrow I will start again

With back to earth and carry on

The same as I did yesterday

Yeah I'll pick it up once more

And morning I'll be onto it

From square one start and "bit a for it push"

Like I do everyday...

I'll get it down for sure

 

But tonight I climb with you

Tonight

So high with you

Tonight I shine with you

Tonight

Never

 

She wants so much to please me she always does it right

She wants so much to please me all day and every night

She doesn't read the stars

She has no time for fate

She doesn't see the signs

She has no time to wait


She is trying to be the one for me

Trying to be enough for me

She is trying to be the one for me

Trying to be in touch

She is trying to be the one for me

Trying to be enough for me

She is trying to be the one for me
Trying to be in love

 

I want so much to need her I never turn away

I want so much to need her all night and every day

I never read the stars

I have no time for fate

I never see the signs

I have no time to wait

 

I am trying to be the one for her

Trying to be enough for her

I am trying to be the one for her

Trying to be in touch /
I am trying to be the one for her

Trying to be enough for her

I am trying to be the one for her

Trying to be in love

 

We want so much to have this we hold each other tight

Yeah we want so much to have this always and everytime

But we don't need to read the stars

We don't need the time for fate

We don't need to see the signs
To know it's all too late

 

She will never be the one for me

She will never be enough

She will never be the one for me

We will never be in touch

I will never be the one for her

I will never be enough

I will never be the one for her

We will never be in love

We will never be in love

We will never be

In love

The promise

 

How time will heal

Make me forget

You promised me

Time will heal

Make me forget

You promised me
Love will save us all

And time will heal

You promised me...

 

How love will save

Make me forget

You promised me

Love will save

Make me forget

You promised me

Time will heal us all

And love will save

You promised me...

 

I trusted you

I wanted your words

Believed in you

I needed your words

Time will heal

Make me forget

And love will save us all

 

You promised me another wish

Another way

You promised me another dream /
Another day

You promised me another time

You promised me another life

You promised me..

 

So I swallowed the shame and I waited

I buried the blame and I waited

Choked back years of memories...

I pushed down the pain and I waited

Trying to forget...

 

You promised me another wish

Another way

You promised me another dream

Another day

You promised me another time

You promised me...

Another lie

Oh you promised me... you promised me... You promised me...

And I waited... And I waited... And I waited...

And I'm still waiting...

Going nowhere

 

I'm going nowhere
Don't look so scared
I'm going nowhere

Don't look...

So tell me that you love me again
Tell me that you care
Oh tell me that you love me again

 

Yeah I'm going nowhere
Don't look so scared
I'm going nowhere...
Could be
Could be
Could be...
I'm already there?