BLOODFLOWERS (2000)
Out Of This World
When we look back at it all
As I know we will
You and me, wide eyed
I wonder...
Will we really remember
How it feels to be this alive?
And I know we have to go
I realize we only get to stay so long
Always have to go back to real lives where we belong
Where we belong
Where we belong
When we think back to all this
And I'm sure we will
Me and you, here and now
Will we forget the way it really is
Why it feels like this
And how?
And we always have to go
I realize we always have to say goodbye
Always have to go back to real lives
But real lives are the reason why
We want to live another life
We want to feel another time
Another time...
Yeah another time
To feel another time...
When we look back at it all
As I know we will
You and me, wide eyed
I wonder...
Will we really remember
How it feels to be this alive?
And I know we have to go
I realize we always have to turn away
Always have to go back to real lives
But real lives are why we stay
For another dream
Another day
For another world
Another way
For another way...
One last time before it's over
One last time before the end
One last time before it's time to go away...
Watching me grow small, I watch me disappear
Slipping out my ordinary world, out my ordinary eyes
Yeah slipping out the ordinary me into someone else's
life
Into someone else's life...
There's a thin white cold new moon and the snow is
coming down
And the neon bright Tokyo lights flicker through the
crowd
I've been drifting around for hours and I'm lost and
I'm tired
When a whisper in my ear insatiable breathes
"Why don't you follow me inside...?"
Yeah the room is small, the room is bright
Her hair is black, the bed is white
And the night is always young
Is always young...
Always young
The night is always young...
Yeah I've been seeing them strip to the bone in the
mirror on the wall
Seeing her swallow him whole like it's not me at all
She holds out her hands and I follow her down to my
knees
And the sucking inside insatiable smiles
"You will forget yourself in me..."
Yeah the room is small, the room is bright
Her eyes are black, the bed is white
And the night is always young
And the night goes on and on
And the night is always young
And the night is never over and over and over and over
and over...
And then it's gone
Yeah then it's gone...
Yeah it's a cruel mean cold new day and outside the
snow is still coming down
And in the blood red Tokyo bed I watch me coming round
She pulled him down for hours
Deeper than I've ever been
And as I fall in the mirror on the wall
I'm watching me scream
I'm watching me scream
I'm watching me scream
I'm watching me scream
Yeah I've been watching me go for it must be years
Watching me get slow, I watch me disappear
And one day, yeah I know, I won't come back at all...
And always over and over in his ordinary eyes
I'm watching me fall
I'm watching me fall
I'm watching me fall
I'm watching me fall
The idea is just a way for us to understand
But the world is neither fair nor unfair
So one survives
The others die
And you always want a reason why
But the world is neither just nor unjust
It's just us trying to feel that there's some sense in
it
No, the world is neither just nor unjust
And though going young
So much undone
Is a tragedy for everyone
It doesn't speak a plan or any secret thing
No unseen sign or untold truth in anything...
But living on in others, in memories and dreams
Is not enough
You want everything
Another world where the sun always shines
And the birds always sing
Always sing...
The world is neither fair nor unfair
The idea is just a way for us to understand
No the world is neither fair nor unfair
So some survive
And others die
And you always want a reason why
But the world is neither just nor unjust
It's just us trying to feel that there's some sense in
it
No, the world is neither just nor unjust
And though going young
So much undone
Is a tragedy for everyone
It doesn't mean there has to be a way of things
No special sense that hidden hands are pulling strings
But living on in others, in memories and dreams
Is not enough
And it never is
You always want so much more than this...
An endless sense of soul and an eternity of love
A sweet mother down below and a just father above
For living on in others, in memories and dreams
Is not enough
You want everything
Another world where the birds always sing
Another world where the sun always shines
Another world where nothing ever dies...
If it can't be like before I've got to let it end
I don't want what I was, I had a change of head
But maybe someday...
Yeah maybe someday
I've got to let it go and leave it gone
Just walk away, stop it going on
Get too scared to jump if I wait too long
But maybe someday...
I'll see you smile as you call my name
Start to feel, and it feels the same
And I know that maybe someday's come
Maybe someday's come... again!
So tell me someday's come
Tell me some days come again...
No I won't do it some more, doesn't make any sense
If it can't be like it was, I've got to let it rest
I don't want what I did, I had a change of tense
But maybe someday...
I'll see you smile as you call my name
Start to feel, and it feels the same
And I know that maybe someday's come
Maybe someday's come...
If I could do it again
Maybe just once more
Think I could make it work like I did it before
If I could try it out
If I could just be sure
That maybe someday is the last time
Yeah maybe someday is the end
Oh maybe someday is when it all stops
Or maybe someday always comes again...
Nothing I dream
Nothing is new
Nothing I think or believe in or say
Nothing is true
It used to be so easy
I never even tried
Yeah it used to be so easy...
But the last day of summer never felt so cold
The last day of summer never felt so old
Never felt so...
All that I have
All that I hold
All that is wrong
All that I feel for or trust in or love
All that is gone
It used to be so easy
I never even tried
Yeah it used to be so easy...
But the last day of summer never felt so cold
The last day of summer never felt so old
The last day of summer never felt so cold
Never felt so...
It was raining hard and you never heard
You sneezed! And I had to say it over
"I said I love you" I said...
You didn't say a word
Just held your hands to my shining eyes
And I watched as the rain ran through your fingers
Held your hands to my shining eyes
And smiled as you kissed me...
"If you die" you said "so do I"
you said...
And it starts the day you make the sign
"Tell me I'm forever yours and you're forever
mine
Forever mine..."
"If you die" you said "so do I"
you said...
And it starts the day you cross that line
"Swear I will always be yours and you'll always
be mine
You'll always be mine
Always be mine..."
Remember the last time I told you I love you
It was warm and safe in our perfect world
You yawned and I had to say it over
"I said I love you" I said...
You didn't say a word
Just held your hands to your shining eyes
And I watched as the tears ran through your fingers
Held your hands to your shining eyes
And cried...
"If you die" you said "so do I"
you said...
But it ends the day you see how it is
There is no always forever... just this
Just this...
"If you die" you said "so do I"
you said
But it ends the day you understand
There is no if... just and
There is no if... just and
There is no if...
Side by side in silence they pass away the day
So comfortable, so habitual... and so nothing left to
say
Nothing left to say
Nothing left to say
Side by side in silence his thoughts echo round
He looks up at the sky... she looks down at the ground
Stares down at the ground
Stares down at the ground
Side by side in silence they wish for different worlds
She dreams him as a boy... and he loves her as a girl
Loves her as a girl...
And side by side in silence without a single word...
It's the loudest sound
It's the loudest sound...
It's the loudest sound I ever heard
I've run right out of thoughts and I've run right out of words
As I used them up, I used them up...
Yeah the fire is almost cold and there's nothing left
to burn
I've run right out of feeling and I've run right out
of world
And everything I promised, and everything I tried
Yeah everything I ever did
I used to feed the fire
I used to feed the fire
I used to feed the fire
I used to feed the fire
But the fire is almost out
Is almost out...
And there's nothing left to burn
No there's nothing left to burn
Not even this...
And the fire is almost dead and there's nothing left
to burn
I've finished everything...
And all the things I promised, and all the things I
tried
Yeah all the things I ever dreamed
I used to feed the fire
I used to feed the fire
I used to feed the fire
I used to feed the fire
But the fire is almost out...
Half my life I've been here
Half my life in flames
Using all I ever had
To keep the fire ablaze
To keep the fire ablaze
To keep the fire ablaze
To keep the fire ablaze...
But there's nothing left to burn
No there's nothing left to burn
And the fire is almost out
The fire is almost out
Yeah the fire is almost out
Almost out, almost out
Almost out, almost out...
And there's nothing left to burn
The time will never come to slip away"
"This wave never breaks" you said "This
sun never sets again
These flowers will never fade"
"This world never stops" you said "This
wonder never leaves
The time will never come to say goodbye"
"This tide never turns" you said "This
night never falls again
These flowers will never die"
Never die
Never die
These flowers will never die
"This dream always ends" I said "This
feeling always goes
The time always comes to slip away"
"This wave always breaks" I said "This
sun always sets again
And these flowers will always fade"
This world always stops" I said "This wonder
always leaves
The time always comes to say goodbye"
"This tide always turns" I said "This
night always falls again
And these flowers will always die
Always die
Always die
These flowers will always die
Between you and me
It's hard to ever really know who to trust
How to think
What to believe
Between me and you
It's hard to ever really know who to choose
How to feel
What to do
Never fade
Never die
You give me flowers of love
Always fade
Always die
I let fall flowers of blood